Hope – a catastrophe

Hoping for someone who hope for someone else,, can be catastrophic for emotional and psychological state of mind,, or hoping for things to happen differently fir the events that are happening right now just devoid us from what life is offering,,

It will make us to live in a never-ending , disturbing wait with an illusion of having possitive attitude in the form of Hope,

Hope is more dangerous than expectations, for peace of mind ,though it’s always associated with it, but it’s effect is quite delusional as in the wait of life to start, we keep on waiting for life to start till it’s end ,

So Before you Hope , just think what you are hoping,,

Being aware

We need self awareness more than being aware of world around,, to make the world inside us beautiful first ,, and then that beauty will start outpouring by its own to make the world around us beautiful,”

Being Single…..

Like a solo traveller ,

Travelling alone all dimensions of life,,

Like a loner,

Taking myself on dates,

Like a grizzly,

Wandering alone in the woods,

Like a monk,

Looking for peaceful place in nature,

Like a manic,

Dancing alone on my own tunes,

Like a king of my heart,

Following the trails of inner callings,

Like an outcast,

Becoming unaware of social norms,

Like a nomadic,

Never stop travelling inside me,

Being single for a long,,

And not hoping for someone to walk along ,

Oh ! My life just go on ,,,,

Now It no more hurts,

It no more bothers ,

No more thinkings and presumptions,

Just do whatever you want,

Take all the honours,,

©Sanjay Ranout

Installing peace!!

If Human is a computer,

Brain is hard drive,

Mind is CPU,

Thoughts are inputs,

In Search for software,

Seeking peace as outputs,

Hard to perceive human a computer,

As it needs every time different software,

It’s complex like coding,

Some ransomware is continuously working,

To keep us always searching,

That one universal software ,

To install the peace in its Hard drive,

Viruses, malwares of fears and insecurities are always attacking,

And humans are decoding them one after another,

Antiviruses fail like antidotes,

And We need to improvise, adapt,

To Again install peace ,

I think this processing will go on,

As long a human life will live,

As long we never stop trying,

As long we aren’t ready to give up,

As long we never stop Hoping,

The longing of installing Peace,,

©Sanjay Ranout

Planning or Acceptance!!

So often I encountered the question ❓

What I really want ❓

As much it’s hard to resolve this equation,

That much often I face this situation,

Is life meant to be planned?

Or it just need to be accepted?

Is life been already designed?

Or we need to learn skills to design it?

It’s mysterious,

It’s disturbing,

Still its unable to hold on to one notion!

Sometimes it flows in our favour,

Sometimes it uncover totally different picture,

That’s why our perceptions swings,

Encoding happiness and peace with different strings,

From planning to just mere accepting it,

Is it all the mind game ❓

As it doesn’t want to live disturbed for long,

So it plans when it’s spring time,

And then in harsh times , it resolves to just accept what’s offered,

It takes time to switch it’s stint,

And it happens so often,

Thus it’s effects keep changing with time,

From disturbing me earlier,

To making me think now,,

Asking this question ❓

Is life meant to be accepted ❓

Or I need to plan it❓

©Sanjay Ranout

The Times to forget and remember!

Do we need to remember it!

Or forget it!

But Once it will be over,

We’ll have a lot to figure out,

Unprecedented for few generations,

High times for unseen lows,

Confusions and chaos around,

Everywhere its calling to find more solutions,

Somewhere it’s seen as crisis,

Sometimes as nature’s reminder,

Maybe it’s an wide awakening call

That anytime life can stall,

Still we have hope ,

Passaging through this dark phase,

There is light at other side of tunnel,

A lot will be remembered,

A lot will be needed to forget,

How strange life can be,

Appearing in such strange tests,,

©Sanjay Ranout

Haywire or Maywire

When you were last in control,

I forgot that day if ever existed at all,

You were always on your own,

And I was proposing you to go my way,

You never bothered what I say,

And it wasn’t meant to go in my way,

And then I realised to let it go in its own way,

Let’s sit back and enjoy the ride,

Wherever it takes me,

Wherever it want me to stay,

Maybe it’s the place meant for me,

Maybe that’s the way it had to be,

Maybe that’s the path where peace lies,

Maybe it’s the real meaning of life,,

©Sanjay Ranout

Sleep!!! Sleep!!!

Once again, It’s call for midnight,

Only nocturnals are left upright,

Yet another awake night,

Inner voices are calling to sleep,

It’s been an hour or more,

My eyelids have been in perfect lock,

But it’s the mind who holds the control,

It’s wandering about every aspect it got across,

Like it’s going to end all confusions tonight,

Like it’s the only time to plan everything right,

Like right now only, it can see the clear picture,

Like these moments are going to be very crucial for my future,

Making the wines out of every event happened today,

Taking me in and out of this imagination fray,

It’s strange how it’s the most difficult thing to restrain,,

And yet we make efforts to take whole world under our rein,

Call it important or just insomania,

Still it teaches some real aspects we ignore,

It’s our mind who holds power over all outer cores,

And it’s only responsible for every moment we live in disturbed state,,,

©Sanjay Ranout