Tag: Insomnia
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What if,,,,
Thriving through too many ifs and buts, What if, it had not been ! How has it been,,, What if, it hadn’t felt those strikes of high tides! What if, it hadn’t been through extreme crests and troughs! What if, it had never touched those zeniths and depths! What if, it hadn’t choked my breath […]
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The mystical source code
What lies beneath? Those pearls of joy, Moments of disgrace, Those feelings of high, And submerging lows, Is it what you or anyone can see? Or is it beyond the limits of our vision! Is it something you are aware of? Or its something beyond your awareness, What lies beneath everything you feel? Is it […]
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Lifeless Life
Am I still Alive? Limbs are moving fine, Vitals too reporting normal signs, I can feel air am breathing I can feel my heart is beating , Still can’t see any signs of life, Nothing seems really exciting , Every interest last for a short time, Every insight of dreaming has faded away, Life has […]
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Green days,,,
Thoughts of those green days, Memories still well placed,, Deep inside somewhere, Don’t know the address of them, Yet i feel their presence, Sometimes somewhere, So deep , and so innocent, And i just dive deeper, Living those moments, Again and again, Untill they make me insane,,,, ©Sanjay Ranout
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Distortions………
It’s the middle of the day, Restless mind getting fray, Unknown quest to nowhere, Ended with frustrated stare,, It’s the middle of night, Mind is still running blind, To find object of its quest, By putting different subjects to test, Yet it couldn’t get any result,,, It enters now insomniac state, Yet thinking of one […]
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Wandering Heart
Humans have mind and heart, And following mind fits well in beginning, Things change with vision When we start feeling every season, And then there comes injection of hormones, And we get into a new world of realm, Going through tides and ebbs, Things which make us feel like heaven, And sometimes declare our life […]
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Numbness
When the feelings become numb, It’s state of being totally lost, To find yourself everytime no where,,,
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Love and Hope
I dreamt ,if I could hope, I may fall in love,, Now when i feel I am in love, I wish to have infinite hope,, ,,© Sanjay Ranout
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Suspension
My heart always took it till last You suspended it in middle, Still I trust my heart, it will take it to last,,
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Melancholy
Walking alone with grim and sad face, In unknown direction with no destination, With Lots of varied churning thoughts , To which there isn’t any particular description, No straight reason , Nothing mysterious to decipher, Sometimes likewise I find myself, Lost in melancholy,,, © Sanjay Ranout