Some glitches tending to hitch up
Rushing a neural build up
Hussliing the neurons in confusion
And that perfectly becoming a state
Of a lost soul....
Category: Thinkers
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Neural confusion
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Experiences! Still counting on
I feel whatever I think, believe , have faith in and share with others now, is all because of experiences i have been through different times of my life. I won’t be able to narrate exact narrative but I will share key pointers.
First and foremost is living an unexpected life which often felt like against/opposite to all the plans and wishes I have made. It was mostly like that and then led me to learn how to accept the life and it’s happenings with grace and live in and love the present moment.
I used to repent, get frustrated a lot for so many things i wanted and couldn’t get, the way I wanted to live the life but i couldn’t and so on and on…. But then though, I learnt it hard way that life has its own course to follow and whether we stop or keep walking with it, it never stops. By stopping for a long we are stopping only our learnings of life which anyways it will teach us.
Secondly, experiences of many solo travels i undertook, changed and shaped my life too. It widens my thinking horizon and then I was able to understand that problems are part of life like mountains we need to climb to overcome them and then see the beauty of world from above before starting the next one.
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Absolutely
I strongly believe in fate/destiny. If I look back and rewind the reel of my life, its full of unexpected and unplanned events and things. Where I am today or what I am doing today and the way I followed, the mode I reached upto this point were all so unexpected and unimagined for me if I find myself standing somewhere 2 decades earlier .
It’s sure the fate and it’s sure the destiny which directed me and drove me through these crossroads one after another and still counting on .
I don’t know what’s standing next to me at next crossroad or sometimes I feel I have stopped bothering myself about that.
Just enjoying the ride I am riding right now while going through the road I am covering miles on.
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Smile Anyways😊
In the aftermath of snow fall
When traffic freezes for a while
Person on driving seat
With saddened state of mind
Wondering how will he get to his home
To someone at home, it's amusing
And for someone out somewhere it's so annoying
Some one is smiling
And some one is crying
In search of happiness
One has found it so confusing
Ultimately It all depends on
Which side of Nile, are you standing,
If it's desert enjoy the beachy shores
And if it's greener side
Enjoy the plush fields
Life follows different course for everyone
If you have stormy journey
Inspite of crying
Just evolve stronger
If you have to smile
Just smile anyways,,
©Sanjay Ranout
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Those deep diving moments of our thoughts
In those depths of deep trenches,
Searching for a sign of life,
Burdening himself under thousands of psi,
I wonder if anyone alive will be found,
Or he himself won’t be able to thrive,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
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No matter what life goes on,,
The passage of life has changed some and strengthen some of my perspectives about life.
At some point of time,The things which seemed to be so important for my happiness or even survival, and when life has taken them away from me , it proved me wrong and life went on as it goes on here I am even more at peace than ever.
There were some perspectives about life which were quite unorthodox to usual people’ s way of thinking and acting in the so called social life , and I felt It will be so unfair to me and my instincts if I leave them to follow what’s considered right. So, i decided to follow my heart and instincts no matter what , faced criticism with some frustration in start and later on with smile, and now I am known for who I am.
So as the life went on, i learnt one thing that it never let us teaching and it follows its own course as it has to. Whatever it has given us or taken away from us, it will also give the strength to bear it’s burnt or enjoy the pleasure of it. Best it to be silent watchful spectator and understand it’s experiences by going through them gracefully unhinderedly. That way has the peace of mind in the journey itself rather than at some destination. And when our mind is at peace, that’s best version of life one can imagine of living.
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Wandering mind
Me and I are sittin
Sippin my coffee
Black and bitter
Is what my buds are feelin,
Wanna think about somethin
Yet am stuck at nothin
Can’t stop my mind wanderin
From inner urges to external purges
How much distance it’s coverin
Yet its not making me wonderin,
What should It be doin,
Where should it be goin,
What direction it must be headin,
Watching it silently how it’s strugglin,,
More it tries to get focussed,
Worse it gets in getting any hold,
Confused or being lost,
While choosing from probabilities stall,
Is it afraid in this gade,
Like standing on the edge of blade,
I am still thinkin
And still sippin
It’s still bitter
But my brain stop it recevin
Maybe my buds were too thinkin
While my mind was continuously blinkin,,
© Sanjay Ranout
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Complaining – part of human nature
Complaining is a part of human nature and it has become stronger one, because of our vivid expectations and then vivid life situations which mostly stands out at different sides,,
Both of them are living as closer in someone’s life , lesser are his/her complaints and more distant they goes , the complaints multiply.
No matter what, humans are always complaining sometimes lesser sometimes more. Because our desires , expectations and wishes too multiply with our sensory experiences of this world. So even if one has got what he wanted he must be complaining for things he doesn’t have which he now want to have.
I have been too going through this process, Still i complain,, but I think now i don’t complain much about materialistic things , i only feel disturbed when something or someone unavoidable takes away my peace of mind.
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Creation of words- the Twisted reality
A twisted yet interesting narration,
Is it authentic or spiced up creation?
Who knows the truth behind such equation!
It’s just words’ twisted to orchester such situation,
From where it begun how it started!
And what we are seeing to feel totally flabbergasted,
How is all this so messed up,
Seems it crossed many minds and thus spiced up,
So every mind has added something for it’s dress up,
Yesterday what was all about someone’s buttress,
Has today aired as someone’s butts in perfect stasis,
Words have power ,
To which our minds devour,
So what’s truth and what’s the real source,
It’s really hard
To unfold to reach its core,,
© Sanjay Ranout